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my head is fucked. i dont know where i am, or whats wrong with me. i feel like im losing myself.

because of you, i am going to get help from a professional. i cant believe you left me during this. i love you so much that it makes me hate you. please find the RIGHT thing to do, and do it. please.

I don't know what is wrong with people. They make you think they love you then they go away without giving reason. If I did something let me know. I still don't think you really know how I feel about you. I've done everything to let you know how I feel. Now I'm hurt by you, again. I wish I never started this.

I HATE YOU, but I love you. Let me go

I am leaving you soon! I will leave while you are away, and honestly, I think that you will not care. I am convinced that you have never felt love. You can't give me what I need. You don't deserve me. I will never be able to forgive you for what you have put me through. Open your heart and let someone in before it's too late!

I didn't want to fall for you but I have. I wish I could be your boyfriend.

I made him hate her, forced him to bitch about her, and push her away. And i've never felt happier. Its real to Me.

I am a slave to my fucked-up me.

I'm sorry I'm not anything I am supposed to be. I've let everyone down, including myself, by being endlessly immature and afraid. I'm tired of lying.

The only thing I am good at is running away. I run from anyone who I think will get close to me. Why? Because they can hurt me in ways that make me want to curl up and die. I don't know any other way around it...call it too sensitive, call it mere stupidity...I feel way too much from people it sometimes makes me sick to my stomach. I wonder if this is what some call an empathic ability. It really sucks!!!!!!!!